Monday, 08 June 2009

• Disadvantages of being a nice person!

  To be honest, I always thought being nice to people and you will get something nice in return. I mean it don't really bothers me if I don't even get anything nice in return. That's not that important part.
  
  You see,
  
  - If you ask me a question, I'll try to answer you.
  
  -If you ask me to help you, I will try to help you.
  
  -If you ask to pick you up, I would try to pick you up.
  
  -If you wanna learn something, I will teach you.
  
  -Etc etc etc...
  
  I don't mind helping and etc etc but there's a limit. If you don't intend to repay me back then don't say it like you fucking will. Yeah money may not be an issue for me but it's the intentions that counts. If you ask me to pick you up and you say you gonna pay me the fuel money back BUT just not now. You give me excuses like I currently don't have money. Ok. Fine I understands and after 4 months, the things you promise were not done but you keep asking more from me.. I'm not somebody for you to take advantage on, okay. I maybe quiet and don't speak anything regarding it cause I don't wanna ruined the friendship and I keep telling myself it's no big deal.. But I just realise I just can't ignore it if you don't mean what you say!
  
  It's alright, you ask me to help you with something and you always tend to turn up late and then you come telling me 'bout how other people are not punctual. I know I'm not a fashionably punctual person that why I won't put a word for that statement.. Anyway, there's once I was on my way and I do realise I was a bit late but what the heck I'm driving all the way to uni to submit my work and gonna stay back to help u out and you send me text like are you coming to uni, I'm already here..  Just be patient a little la.. I hate people texting me or calling me when I'm driving.. Nevermind, I reached the uni, I submit my work, I headed to meet up with you and then you tell me that you gotta go talk to this guy at the other campus.. It's fine with me that if it's just couple of minutes but not freaking half an hour!!! Gosh I waited for half hour and finally got so fed up and text you. Then you tell me something important just came up, STOP! I dun wanna listen to your excuses anymore, I'm sick and tired of it.. Then when I was about to walk to the carpark and THERE I saw you with that guy at The Stand having what? Coffee?? Yeah chatting with a guy is so important. I don't care what is the excuse that you told me that it's important. If it's so important just tell me before hand so I can just leave and not sitting there like some pathetic.. I know I could go online and stuff but it's 11am I wanna be on my bed and be sleeping.. Yeah I could actually submit my work later day but I got off early so after I helped you I can go for my lunch schedule with my hubby..
  
  I am telling you this, I am kinda disappointed in you. I always try my best to help you because I thought you were nice.. I've ingnored what my feelings told me..
  
  I am glad that my true friends are so much better and nicer than you.. It's like all of us have a mutual understanding and understands that anything that relates to money may jeopardise our friendship we always try to pay up our bills separately unless it is a treat.. While for you, I hear things like I tak cukup money and you wanna try to save it up for sumthing else and etc.. I dun care what you spend on cause you still will not pay me up what you have promised me.. Not that it's important to me cause I'm so over it!
  
  Most people should know I don't really wanna ask money from people (I am telling you this) cause I feel it's rude and you should remember whether you owe somebody money or not unless you ask me then I only will tell you.. If normal conversation I won't even bring it up. But I guess they took advantage of me being it. I seriously don't wanna be so calculative with somebody, I just want it to be mutual..
  
  I am glad I still have good friends around even though the bad ones outnumbered them. But guess it's the world! It is meant to be mean. *****n, I still can't believe I actually give you what you wanted after what you did to me year and years ago. Why am I so dumb?? I know you are so using me to get what you wanted. Guess I tot we could still be the long lost good friend. But I'm too stupid to even thought you have changed. Guess it is a good thing that I was out from the drama years back.
  
  Sometime, I wish I was a little more cunning and cheeky like those bitches out there.
  
  BUT I think I am happy of being straight to people (I hate those long deep sophisticated "selok-belok" sentences, ) cause the fact that whatever I get are unconditional and is truly from them. Whatever happens, I still have my family and closes friends hanging around with me. Not like you PEOPLE! ARGH..
  
  P.S:
  - Have you ever encounter a person who do not know how to switch on a computer and asked you how?
  - A person who do not know how to place papers in a printer and the best part is instead of thanking you she said, " I can always count on you, Sylvia!" (Yeah you can COUNT me OUT now)
  
  
  
  Anyway, looking forward to see Siew Nee and the gang. hehehe.. My ♥ beloved ♥ friends..
  
  
  
  Good Night.
  Take care.
  X♥X♥
  
  

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